last night, another groups of my friends gathered for an indian food:)the food was good..but now I have fever and very sick:(becuase of the cold weather and I didn't have warm cloth on:(pray for me so this be gone for good

Shakira...one of my favourit singers:) may be some day I become someone like her;)

My classmate: Prof told me to make my own company
Me: He told me the same!!
My classmate:he said we can use the lab!!
Me:oh that's great..do you want to do it together?
My classmate:yeah..I told so and so
Me:Great:)lets talk about it...its going to be wonderful

I have so many favourite singers and song writers that can't keep track of;) here is another my favourite singers, Kelly Clarkson, American Idol:

"Miss Independent"
Lyrics By Rhett Lawrence/Christina Aguilera/Kelly Clarkson
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Miss independent
Miss self-sufficient
Miss keep your distance
Miss unafraid
Miss out of my way
Miss don't let a man interfere, no
Miss on her own
Miss almost grown
Miss never let a man help her off her throne
So, by keeping her heart protected
She'd never ever feel rejected
Little miss apprehensive
Said ooh, she fell in love

What is this feelin' takin' over?
Thinkin' no one could open my door
Surprise...It's time
To feel what's real
What happened to Miss Independent?
No longer need to be defensive
Goodbye, old you
When love is true

Miss guarded heart
Miss play it smart
Miss if you want to use that line you better not start, no
But she miscalculated
She didn't want to end up jaded
And this miss decided not to miss out on true love
So, by changing her misconceptions
She went in a new direction
And found inside she felt a connection
She fell in love.

What is this feelin' takin' over?
Thinkin' no one could open my door (open my door)
Surprise...It's time (yeah)
To feel what's real
What happened to Miss Independent?
No longer need to be defensive
Goodbye (goodbye), old you (oh you)
When love, when love is true

When Miss Independent walked away
No time for love that came her way
She looked in the mirror and thought today
What happened to miss no longer afraid?
It took some time for her to see
How beautiful love could truly be
No more talk of why can't that be me
I'm so glad I finally see...

What is this feelin' takin' over?
Thinkin' no one could open my door
Surprise (surprise), it's time (yeah)
To feel (to feel) what's real
What happened to Miss Independent?
No longer need to be defensive
Goodbye (goodbye), old you
When love, when love is true...

Miss Independent
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pubilishing a paper......interpreting TOF-SIMS result:(I am totally confused..The problem is that the nature of my resins and fibers are so similar that when you look at the spectra's you nearly can't find a difference..:( but the prof who is helping me is so nice and trying to help me as much as possible..something that is very suprising;)!!I just hope I can finish up this project with complete satisfaction...The department that I am in, there are lots of retired profs that still come to school and they all are soooooooo nice and try to consult you..whenever they see me they all ask me so what are you doing?what are you plans?and so on..you kinda feel very special in this department because they all love you and want to see you happy and exel..:)

PARTYYYY....
we just had a party in our lab..my labmates kept bugging me and other persian people in the lab that bring out some stuff from Iran:)today we brought them some sweets...and they liked it:) one my friends actually made "shole zard"its a type of deseart...the climax of the feast was when my friend asked this persian prof that is here on research leave to join us!!he came and apparantly he is the head of forestry department in Tehran university!!he spoke English very well but at the end he wrote my name and my friends name on a piece of paper:(I don't know why he did that..I hope nothing bad comes out of it...Yesterday and today I have been soooo tired..I don't know why..but I feel that all my energy is sucked out of my body:(..some thing funny..my supervisor actually liked "Gaz":)of all the sweets...

this weekend was full of fun for me:)but I am soooooo tired now...but it worth it..one thing I want to accomplish in this life for myself is when I get 80 years old I look back and say that I enjoyed my life as well as other accomplishments...I learned in the 4 years of university at U of T, although I was involved in many events and groups but I can't say that I enjoyed my life in that 4 years..now thinking back I realized that life is a collection of that 4 years..and when I am dying I don't want look back at my life with disappointment. I met so many of my friends from Friday till today and I loved every bit of it regardless how schaduling to meet them is tiresome but I love to be with my friends of different types and ways of life..for example last night I went to see some people at saturday lectures and then to my classmates to have dinner then with my other girl friends uptown for tea and finally back to down town to practice dance:)and all of this happened from 4-10pm:)I think I learned the art of time management:) I want to challenge myself to new borders instead of steaking to my old ways..otherwise I won't evolve as a person...